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My life has been a roller coaster these past couple months. No friends. New Friends. No Friends. 21st birthday & did nothing. Moving from my home. No sister. New Nephew :), Finally finished everything for school. But I have been thinking about this for such a while now. This isnt over night & I wanted people to see this. Specific people. & Knowing them, I want them to talk (they will obviously) about this. No longer looking to be someone’s help, Ear, Friend. Nothing. I am lost. Lost. I’m losing it. I don’t know what I am doing. I’ve asked for help so many times. I am at my worst. I can’t look at myself. I’m sick. I haven’t been well for a while now. “They say you will get through it. You will feel better. Just give it time. You will be happy. I love you. You are my best friend. Do be so stupid. I’m here for you.” Where are you guys. Where are you when I need you the most. “Best Friends” right. Yeah Its pretty one sided. You guys are stuck in your own relationships. Your own happy lives. I’m stuck in this place where I don’t know how to deal or how to get myself out of my mind. I never share my troubles because I’m always too busy listening to all your stories. Trust me all of yours combined are no where near mine. This isn’t what you think it is. Its my way of getting away from all this. From listening to All your troubles and finally taking care of my own. Its me time. I no longer have time for “friend” or “us” time. Don’t contact me in any way shape or form. 
Aww She looks soooooo pretty! 
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